you gotta be stronger

The program was a challenge, but life offers such a different challenge itself and who is to say which is harder. I for one knew there was a day when I would get off the program and would get to start anew.

Life on the otherhand doesn't seem to offer such a time. I guess it all depends what you do yourself to change things. Look at Charlie Sheen, he did well for a few years, changed his life and even got himself a beautiful wife and some kids then by his own hand, screwed it all up again. I wouldn't have screwed up an opportunity like that, but I didn't get the chance anyway. Maybe it is all for the best, I just hope it gets easier sooner rather than later.